Monday, January 14, 2008 @ 10:15 PM
& i know that i shouldn't have kept asking you what you want,
when i myself dont even know.
i'm afraid of losing you,
yet afraid of me not being in your world, or you not being in mine.
maybe you blame youself ,
maybe i'm hurting you when i'm hurt.
maybe you blame yourself.
i didnt know how much those smses meant, til that day almost a week ago.
maybe i didn't treausure them but now i do.
There are days that I can't forget there are things that I now regret.
i think of all the things I could have done & all those things I could have said.
I really will make it up to you,
I know now what I've got to do.
in all things, time will tell.
& i'll always be there for you.
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